Beautiful

when i wake up again
i'll do my best to get this out of my head
i've got 22 years of thoughts to sort through
and the only thing i know for sure is that i want somebody like you
and i'd die for something beautiful
i'd die to deserve a life with something beautiful
and it's sad that the darkest place i can find
is a place i've built inside my own mind
it's a sad escape but i'm dying for something beautiful
it's a dirty trick from a dirty soul
and i've lost god somehow
everything that made me believe is so far away
that it's almost useless now.
where is comfortable...
and i'd die for something beautiful
i'd die to deserve a life with something beautiful
and it's sad that the darkest place i can find
is a place i've built inside my own mind
it's a sad escape but i'm dying for something beautiful
and if it's impossible let me begin again
cause if it's impossible
there's no way i can keep this grin alive
and i'd die for something beautiful
i'd die to deserve a life with something beautiful
and it's sad that the darkest place i can find
is a place i've built inside my own mind
it's a sad escape but i'm dying for something beautiful